God, I am angry! 

I am seriously hacked off with some aspects of my church. I am nearly fit to burst! I am very near to jacking it in – but I know I won’t, not yet. I DO really like a lot of the people, and I can not deny that they have, at times almost saved my life. They have been marvellous. But at the moment I am struggling with a lot of what they believe. 

I recently was included in a book about a major pop icon. Not one person from church has congratulated me or made any mention of it. (and they must know). 

But that is not all. I feel that some of them do not live in the real world. I could go on and on about this but I won’t. But, man, I am fed up!