My irritability with my church has calmed. They came to do something for me last week – my Life Group, that is, that completely turned me around. I may not agree with everything I hear from my church chums but they are people of integrity. And that means a lot.
God, I am angry!
I am seriously hacked off with some aspects of my church. I am nearly fit to burst! I am very near to jacking it in – but I know I won’t, not yet. I DO really like a lot of the people, and I can not deny that they have, at times almost saved my life. They have been marvellous. But at the moment I am struggling with a lot of what they believe.
I recently was included in a book about a major pop icon. Not one person from church has congratulated me or made any mention of it. (and they must know).
But that is not all. I feel that some of them do not live in the real world. I could go on and on about this but I won’t. But, man, I am fed up!
Not posted here as have been very involved with my other blog over on Blogger. But church is going well.